Wow, what a day did I have!
But before I tell you what went on this morning I will give you a quick recap of some of my eats from Valentine's Day.
Morning snack: Vanilla Boost and Kashi Trail Mix bar.
Lil Valentine's Day gift from momma ;)Lunch: Boca burger with american cheese on whole wheat bread with pretzels, an apple, and milk.Afternoon consisted of baking heart shaped Valentine's brownies!
Afternoon snack: Bluberry Crisp Clif Bar. I didn't remember this bar having walnuts in it?!Dinner: Cheeseburger on whole wheat bread with sweet potatoe fries and milk.My evening snack last night was a Butter Pecan Boost while watching The Amazing Race!
Alright so let me get back to TODAY. Okay so I have been pretty quiet and really didn't talk about this or tell anyone (besides my family). But I will tell you all right now. Last Thursday I actually was sent home on medical leave to pursue more medical treatment before returing back to school. I wasn't doing well at all for the past two weeks while back at school. Now they (Health Services) made it very clear to me when I did return to school this semester at a very low weight they were quite serious and I was flat out told I could NOT afford to lose any more weight or else I would be sent home again, but this time for the semester. They were very serious and were not willing to keep playing these games.
I honestly thought once I returned back to school everything was going to be okay and I was going to be able to kind of just slid by. Well well well that was so NOT the case as I found out last Thursday. So I went home after my classes last Friday and Health Services made it very clear to both me and my mom I was not able to return back to campus without going to in-patient treatment, so that would mean I would be done with school for the semester. How could I do this and why did I make it come down to this?!
So once home this weekend I did very well eating wise and I was determined to get back to school again this semester and stop playing these foolish games and get my LIFE back. I thought I was just going to come back up on campus this morning with my dad and have Karen weigh me and check my vitals and blood pressure and everything would be all grand and I would be able to return back to school. Haha, yeah right Jenna! I don't know what I was thinking but that was basically the exact opposite of what happened.
To make it short and plus I really don't want to share all of the details with you since they are personal, but after three hours of talking with lots of people at the college I am here to stay for the rest of the semester and can I just say I LOVE MY DAD!!!
The rest of the semester is going to be very hard for me but I am willing to do whatever it takes! I know I keep saying this time and time again, but this IS IT! No more playing these games and going around and around in circles, this time I am climbing up the ladder and there is no coming back down.
After a very long and stressful morning my dad and I were ready for some lunch so we headed on over to the dining hall. I had a turkey and american cheese wheat wrap with Sour Cream & Onion Pop Chips, a pear, and milk.
Then I said good bye to my dad and thanked him SO MUCH! I honestly would be at home this afternoon if it weren't for him!
I then headed off to my Microbiology Lab this afternoon and then I snacked on this new bar, Kashi Oatmeal Walnut Roll! Bar.
I was very excited to try this bar since it was something different and have seen it on many blogs. I thought this bar had a great flavor but it was very chewy and left a weird after taste!
The inside of the bar was a chewy nougat oatmeal flavored and surrounded by chocolate fudge rolled in toasted almonds, soy crisps, and whole grains.
Overall this bar was okay but I am glad I tried it because it was something different!
I am sorry I wrote a novel today but I just needed to get everything off my chest to let you all now what is going on.
Oh yes I could not forget! My goal for the day is to eat dinner at the dining hall with my girls :)