Haha I probably scared all of you!! But thankfully it was not me who lost the four pounds! That would be very bad if it was me though!
"I lost 4 pounds" says my grandma as she came into our house this afternoon. So as she comes walking into our house saying that today I just kind of thought it my head like "Are you serious? Did you really have to say that in front of me?" As I am trying to gain weight in my recovery and as hard as it already is she comes storming into my house saying she lost four pounds, thanksss grammy! I know she is old and as older people age they tend to lose weight, which is normal. But I just kind of brushed her comment of my shoulder and forgot about it and moveeeed on with my day! I can't let her one little comment bother me! I love my grammy <3
Afternoon snack was a Cookies 'n Cream Power Bar with a G2. Like I said a few days ago I am getting SICK OF POWER BARS, I need some change!! Luckily I need to go to the grocery store soon so I will make sure to pick up some different snacks.
For dinner I had a breakfast meal, an egg sandwich on Oatmeal bread, a fruit cup, with a glass of milk. A perfect meal for a hot day!
After dinner I went over to my cousins house and brought them and my sisters for ice cream, but obvviously I did not have anything :( I was gonna go for it but then ED kicked in. Even though I probably should have had an ice cream since I have not had one this whole summer! Now that is just NOT NORMAL and i know that! to go the whole summer without letting myself have ice cream is weird and i will totally admit that. Although I much rather have a Boost because I think they are healthier, I still should be able to get ice cream for myself. Even if I start off slow by just ordering a kiddie cup it is at least a start! I really need to get rid of this ED and start having the life i once loved, where i ate ice cream allll summer long and loved every bite :)